This is my boyfriend David. I love him very much. As much as I am embarrassed to admit it, I want to marry him. On Monday night, he left to Oklahoma for basic training in the national guard. I’m going to pray he is safe. He makes me want to live.
He doesn’t approve of my self-loathing or purging. He reminded me every day that I was his beautiful bride. Everytime he said it, I’d cry because it was so hard to believe. Now i’m crying because I wont be hearing it for awhile. He comes back in five months and I have to be strong. I want to live for the day I can walk down the aisle to meet him at the alter.
My name is Kim.
Drenched with Philly pride.
I hate the word hate, but I spent a good amount of my life really hating myself. I am currently working to get better and I cannot wait for the day I can feel comfortable in my own skin.